Nonsense really

Ever since I can remember I've had to defend my 'skinnyness' on a daily basis. It is getting kind of old. I can admit that I have had some issues in the past, but those are long gone. I eat a lot of so called healthy stuff, not because I want to lose weight but because I like it. I am sick of being referred as anorexic (two days ago), bag of bones or whatever it might be. And don't say that people are jealous. This is too heavy stuff for a Saturday, now I am turning to wine and marlboro menthols.

(Really pointless words really. Not like it is ever going to stop unless I go obese any time soon.)

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How boring of me

Beauties

I feel sorry for some of my clothes and shoes. I am talking about the ones that rarely gets to go out for a spin. Now it sounds like I am describing the worst of rags. But it is the direct opposite. These are the most beautifully crafted garments I own and still I rarely wear them. My Bernhard Willhelm shoes are probably my best shoes and I fought so hard to get them. I remember searching like a maniac for weeks, and then the rush I felt when b store had the last pair London in my size was priceless. I feel guilty for not wearing them. I know they are only shoes and I should stop ranting but they are too freaking good a pair of shoes not to be worn.

So I am taking them out of the closet. Out of the box. Say hello to my beauties.

(Mine are actually white, with a black toe. Even nicer. But couldn't find a picture. That is how rare they are.)
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Happy people?

It is funny the things that makes you happy. Happiness is something that is really hard to define and pinpoint in words. Because it is different for everyone. What makes you happy might make me sad. A friend and me always use to say 'we want to be one of those happy people'. That are always smiling. Are they wearing a mask? Yes maybe, but can I please have one of those then.

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(Don't worry I am not depressed just suffering a slight headfuck.)

Happy 20th Twin Peaks

They have started showing Twin Peaks on Swedish TV. It is running all summer LONG and it is making me very happy. Brilliance by Mark Frost and David Lynch. The characters, the music, the vibe, the men--they just don't produce series like this anymore. Agent Cooper is just something else.

'Harry, I have no idea where this will lead us, but I have a definite feeling it will be a place both wonderful and strange'. Dale Cooper

'Damn good coffee!'Dale Cooper

Pic: imdb.com

So what's new?

1. First summer of being a meat eater is pretty sweet I have to say.

2. However I just found out I am allergic to milk. So once again I am proving to be difficult.

3. On a more fun note midsummer came and went. I won two cinema tickets (so now I can watch Sex and the City 2 with no regrets) and had some snaps.

4. I have coloured my hair again. I am feeling the ginger look. Mostly because my favourite Mad Men gal.

5. Sixten almost died. It is crazy how much you can love these small creatures. Thank god he returned.

6. I finally got my Chanel 505. Even got a piece published in a Swedish newspaper about it. When I want something I want it badly.

7. I am addicted to football, and think Argentina vs Germany will be a killer game.

8. I rarely go out these days. I really need a proper night out. But work is money. And money means fun later on. I might just book a last minute holiday come August. To get away from everything.

9. I think about London every single day.

10. I can sleep again.

I'm Back!

When I started this blog I promised myself that I would update every day. Yeah right like that was going to happen. But I am not one to give up. I have tried to give up smoking several times so maybe if I think of this blog as a cigarette I won't give it up so freaking easily.Crazy comparison I know. If I sound insane it is only because I am currently working 7 days out of 7 two weeks in a row. Pretty sweet. And because this leaves me with no social life whatsoever I watch football, a lot of football. All my free time. And even more insane I love it. Not as much as having a pint with my favourite peeps in London. But hey what can you do?!

Now almost time for Portugal - Spain. Could be pretty intense. (where does this interest come from??).
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Buying this trousers when I get paid. On freaking sale, yeah baby!